Charis’ Blog

Caught again - Your faithless friend
Don’t You ever tire of hearing what a
fool I’ve been?
Guess I should pray - But what can I say?
Oh it hurts to
know the hundred times I’ve caused You pain
Though ‘forgive me’ sounds so
empty when I never change
Yet You stay and say ‘I love you
still’
Forgiving me time and time again

It’s Your stubborn love that
never lets go of me
I don’t understand how You can stay
Perfect love
embracing the worst in me
How I long for You - stubborn love

Funny me
- Just couldn’t see
Even long before I knew You, You were loving
me
Sometimes I cry - You must cry too
When You see the broken promises
I’ve made to You
I keep saying that I’ll trust You though I seldom do
Yet
You stay and say You love me still
Knowing someday I’ll be like
You

And Your stubborn love, it never lets go of me
I don’t understand
how You can stay
Perfect love embracing the worst in me
How I long for You
- stubborn love

It’s Your stubborn love that never lets go of me
I
don’t understand how You can stay
Perfect love embracing the worst in
me
And You never let me go
I believe I finally know
I can’t live
without Your stubborn love

He said those words that make every guy famous
"Baby trust me I’m different."
He’s right! He is different. No other guy could tear
my heart out and hurt me just as well as he did.

Hefty price I’ve paid,
In being daddy’s only girl,
Secret’s I’ve held within.

Riddling myself in wonder,
Answers, to be left unspoken,
Prizes that were taken from a child,
Echoing, innocence his tiny token.

Wrestling with inner demons,
Occasions, a fault never heard,
No one would listen to the gospels,
Telling truth in what had occurred.

Kindness in their disbelieving eye’s,
Ignorance, stuttering from there lips,
Lacking the concept of reality,
Lunar images they try to eclipse.

Truth, in a child’s withered smile,
Hurting, in a child’s frosted eye’s,
Innocence, taken from the purest form,
Sleepless, within a bed full of lies.

Secret’s, held within a tiny grasp
Madness, in a confused mind,
I, now smile in older days,
Leaving his memory behind,
Earn this trust.